God whatever doors You’ve opened for me are for me and I won’t let the lack of money and the lack of the generosity of others stop me.
I will do what You’ve called me to do.
You promised me that people would come alongside me to bring to fruition the visions and ideas You’ve put inside my head and heart.
I stepped out in faith, and it feels like You left me out to dry.
But I know my feelings have lied to me before.
God I choose to recklessly abandon all the pain and hurt and disappointment and frustration of the past and press into Your promises.
You promised and You will act.
My eyes above what it looks like, my eyes above what it looks like. I will only see, what You promised me.
God have Your way.
You’ve provided for me in the past, and You will provide for me again.
You promised. And I choose to no longer doubt what You’ve said.
My faith beyond what it feels like, my faith beyond what it feels like, all the way to You, all the way to breakthrough breakthrough.
I will experience breakthrough in every area of my life.
And that breakthrough is not dependent upon a single human being.
It’s dependent on You.
You began this work in me.
You chose to bring me into this earth. I didn’t ask to be born. I didn’t ask to live.
You brought me here. You fashioned my future and destiny before the foundations of the world.
You promised that You would complete the work You started in me.
So I’m holding You to Your promises.
I’m holding on and I won’t let go, no matter who may disappoint me. No matter what I may face.
I will rise again and again and again.
No one can keep me down.
Nothing can hold me back.
Not depression, oppression, anger, jealousy, envy, confusion, overwhelm, fear, discouragement, hatred, frustration.
A new day is dawning and I can finally see the light.
And I won’t stop chasing until I’ve apprehended The Sun.